曲目：Ditch
艺人：The Partisan Seed
专辑：Indian Summer
年代：2008
风格：indie，独立音乐
介绍：葡萄牙的温暖之声，木吉他的伴奏，娓娓道来的低沉嗓音。

你要知道，你的头脑，你的内心，不是酒店的厨房，可以把里面的东西像旧罐头一样扔掉。它更像是一条河流，每时每刻都在流动和变化。你无法矫直一条河流。——伊恩·麦克尤恩

【文】《我想要对你说出最深的话语》/泰戈尔

我想对你说出我要说的最深的话语；
我不敢，我怕你嘲笑。
因此我嘲笑自己，把我的秘密在玩笑中打碎。
我把我的痛苦说得轻松，因为怕你会这样做。

我想对你说出最真的话语；
我不敢，我怕你不信。
因此我弄真成假，说出和我的真心相反的話，
我把我的痛苦说得可笑，因为我怕你会这样做。

我想用最宝贵的词语來形容你，
我不敢，我怕得不到相当的酬報 。
因此我給你安上苛刻的名字，而显示我的硬骨。
我伤害你，因为怕你永远不知道我的痛苦。

我想静默地坐在你的身旁；
我不敢，怕我的心会跳到我的唇上。
因此我轻松地说东道西，把我的心藏在语言的后面。
我粗暴的对待我的痛苦，因为我怕你会这样做。

我想从你身后走开；
我不敢，怕你看出我的怯懦。
因此我随意地昂着头走到你的面前。
从你眼里频频掷來的刺激，使我的痛苦永远新鮮。

I long to speak the deepest words I have to say to you ;
But I dare not, for fear you should laugh.
That is why I laugh at myself and shatter my secret in jest.
I make light of my pain, afraid you should do so.

I long to tell you the truest words I have to say to you;
But I dare not, being afraid that you would not believe them.
That is why I disguise them in untruth,
Saying the contrary of what I mean.
I make my pain appear absurd, afraid that you should do so.

I long to use the most precious words I have for you;
But I dare not, fearing I should not be paid with like value.
That is why I gave you hard names and boast of my boast of my callous strength.
I hurt you, for fear you should never know any pain.

I long to sit silent by you;
But I dare not lest my heart come out at my lips.
That is why I prattle and chatter lightly and hide my heart behind words.
I rudely handle my pain, for fear you should do so.

I long to go away from your side;
But I dare not, for fear my cowardice should become known to you.
That is why I hold my head high and carelessly come into your presence.
Constant thrusts from your eyes keep my pain fresh forever.